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[13 Sep 2003|07:07pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

R.I.P. Johnny Cash

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[07 Sep 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | Evil ]

I have low blood sugar.
I am so very excited about this.

So I had this dream last night that my roomate finaly realized that his pathetic little crys for attention were being ignored by us so he took a whole bunch of vicodan (what a waste of good pills) and killed himself.
I went down into the basement because there was this horrible smell coming from his room and I found him all dead like on his bed. And I was so damn happy. I remember thinking - "Yay! now i get my art room!"

I would like to think that i don't wish death on him but - i do.
I think it will be the only way he'll go away. Although I am testing the "Be a complete and total bitch to him whenever possible and maybe he'll get sick of me and leave" theory but I don't think its working. He actually had the nerve to come up here and ask me to turn the music down while I was cleaning at 3pm!! He was trying to rest cause he didn't feel well. Do I look like I give a fuck? At this point he could come up to me with blood pouring out of his eyes and I wouldn't fucking care! He's a complete waste of space and he smells bad. He doesn't understand that if u have diabetes you can't eat box after box of pasta and cotton candy. COTTON CANDY!!!!! And he wonders why he never feels well.

Excuse me while I go blast Nine Inch Nails and tap dance in the living room over his bed.
That will make me feel better.

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The most fun i've had in a long time. [06 Sep 2003|09:16am]
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[05 Sep 2003|06:58pm]
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[04 Sep 2003|01:16am]
[ mood | distressed ]

I want cookies.
I don't want to take my insulin.
After last night i'm a firm believer that I am not qualified to do this anymore.
But I have to
Because I do stupid things
(Like eat 2 cookies)

Fucking idiot

I can do this

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[03 Sep 2003|10:51am]
[ mood | high ]

When I met you I liked you
When I liked you I loved you
When I loved you I let you
When I let you I lost you

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Coffee is the root of all evil! Drink up!!! [03 Sep 2003|09:58am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I'm sitting here drinking my coffee and trying to think of something to write and the only thing that comes to mind is - When the fuck did I become a coffee drinker??????????? How did it go from me buying the occasional iced coffee at Dunkin Donuts to me making instant coffee (which sucks ass i might add) every morning? And just how many god damn licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?? The world may never know.......

I just dropped Xena off at school - 1st day of second grade. I don't know who was more excited - me, cause i get some free time again and i get to see her doing something other than watching rocket power or hey arnold - or her, basically because she wants to see all of her friends again. Whatever - she'll learn in the process right??
Of course me sending her off to 2nd grade just makes me feel like i'm getting old and i just don't like that. I think i'm going to go out and buy some hair bleach and dye the tips of my hair purple. That always makes me feel better ~ and it'll make me look younger. So I should look about 16 when i'm done since I only look about 18. :) Of course i'll probably fuck my hair up since I just dyed it burgundy last night - which translates to "Oh look! You're hair hair has red highlights if you have a light source shining directly on your head!"
(Cup #2 of ass coffee - maybe I should get off my stoned ass and walk to Dunkin Donuts and get a yummylicious ice coffee)
I think I will.

That works.

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Me a sadist?? :-) [03 Sep 2003|07:51am]

The ULTIMATE personality test
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[30 Aug 2003|10:48am]
I'm not so good at this eh? Here I am almost one year later with my 2nd entry - i'm awesome. I'll attempt this again for Dani - cause shes the best wife a girl could ask for. Promise me you'll take your bead buddies out and play with them often :)
So here goes it.
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Milkduds [27 Oct 2001|06:50pm]
My goddess! I forgot i even had this thing! Shows you how much of a life I have. Apparently I haven't done anything worth writing about since March. Actually thats so not true. Now that I sit here and think about whats happened since then I realize that - "Holy Shit! So much has happened!" Besides the obvious - The world falling apart. That being the most traumatic. Not ready to discuss that yet though. Anxiety attacks are no fun. All the way to - I've lost 32lbs! WooFuckingHoo!! Almost to my ideal weight. Go Me. That being a direct result of me finding out i'm diabetic and going on a strict diet and learning that - No, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups are not part of a well balanced diet. And I am still struggling with the chocolate addiction. I have a whole bowl of Halloween candy in the cupboard taunting me. What possessed me to buy the candy a week before Halloween I do not know. Anyway - Must NOT think about chocolate!
Teaching classes now, Moved, Xena started school 9/11 (I will never forget her 1st day of school), Still with Brendon - so very glad i didn't listen to myself and break up with him. That would've been the stupidest mistake I ever made in my whole life (And i've made A LOT of stupid mistakes)
Fuck - More later
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